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Showing posts with label thoughts. Show all posts
Showing posts with label thoughts. Show all posts

Friday, 2 January 2015

A poem about love and death by David Tombale: Separated

Death at times has been the only thing to separate some couples but the idea of love living on after death intrigues me and inspired me to write Separated in attempt to try to explore that concept.

Separated

Every evening passes in the careless whisper
of a departing train, my head laid against
the cold glazed glass and I find that my mornings
are dreaming of you, some faint remain of
love sleeps on inside me, slumbering like a
mindless kitten lost to the sounds of winter,
the crackling of falling ice and snow,
I have travelled too far without you,
even now I linger on the sights that flap like sails
behind me and I will not find you, yet dare I try?
Dare I seek you out amongst the crowds?
My wisdom has failed to let me know but some years from now
when I am one with wind and cloud perhaps we shall join
together, one with you and one with all and never
again be separated.

Saturday, 20 December 2014

A poem about memories and heartache by David Tombale: Everglades

The environments we encounter in our lives can make up the background of our memories and our experiences and a poem like Everglades embodies that idea.

Everglades

The trees cast their shadows over me
and beneath their massive bulk scurry
mice and vole and in their passage I’m
reminded I’m alone, on a lonely pilgrimage
to the single elm hidden in the centre
scarred with a heart and our names and
a history not of its own, a past as full as the
waters of the Everglades, the current stirring
with the passage of a gator, in my mind that
scaly prince stalks the quiet world of my solitude,
creeps across the disarray of feelings that reflect my memories
and when he clamps down on my throat it will
be more than heartache that eats me whole.

Tuesday, 9 December 2014

A poem about youth and ambition by David Tombale: The mowana tree

The mowana tree is about the ambitions we have as children and how our initial drive can stall as we grow up.

The mowana tree
Down below the mowana tree lying
prone and silent among the grass
the shadows spread out from my past,
flickered thoughts and memories
spinning like a top, golden bright yet oddly
sad when measured against my dad,
I have grown to slay no giants nor
travel oceans wide and vast, no instead
I’ve filled my desk with piles of books
and promises, tired lines and maps,
I’ve grown old but sown no oats and
wrote no poems that have filled these
eyes with tears but have no fear
because these doors lay open and all
those poets who came before me
have enshrined a dream of fame and
fortune that has me hooked, and
moving forward no bruised eye or
quickly spoken lie will change my course
or lead me off into the darkness of the bush. 

Thursday, 4 December 2014

A poem about contemplation and writing by David Tombale: The days

There are times when you intend on writing and yet nothing worthwhile comes out. Moments like that are what The days describe.

The days

There are days when the words will not
hear me out, when the dried out version
of my remembered youth will not fill
a page or ten, a book or a passage in my
Bible, the words fulfill me but the present
needs me so the clatter of my keyboard may
have to cease, may sit out silent beneath the
shade of a blacked out screen while the
white buzz of sound runs out.

I could not write a line that felt like my beating
heart beating out a memory of a summer’s day,
the heat and flight of birds in June,
there is no music, no hope or fury,
 I place my book bag by my dusty window where
the sun will see it, where the wind will blow
against its glass perhaps to wake the thoughts
that rest inside, the note pads full of scribbling,
the pens half filled with ink.  

Monday, 1 December 2014

A poem about love and heartache by David Tombale: Carry out

Carry out is really about the end of a relationship and how that can affect your thoughts.

Carry out

The streets wind and weave begging me to roam,
daylight calls to me but it’s evening that takes me home,
back to the fiery crackle of the logs upon our hearth,
back to the U-haul van sitting upon our curb

There are enough memories left to bury so I might
not make it out, tonight the rain clouds gather
and tonight these wounds begin to hurt

When you are thought to me, when you are some
distant figment that rests like violets around our deck,
it’s I these songs speak of, it’s I they’ll carry out,
past the foyer, past the window that opens on your
pile of clothes that sit beneath our transistor radio.

Thursday, 20 November 2014

A poem about art and love by David Tombale: The kiss of my muse

Some poets are inspired by the people in their lives and the void that grows once those people leave creates the kind of feelings and responses that I put in this poem.

The kiss of my muse

I have no words left,
the lingering kiss of my muse has faded
like the light of morning fades from my watching eyes,
as dusk grays the evening shade
and my love for you takes on the hue of winter,
all white snow and gray ice that hangs like daggers from my
windows.

I have no words left,
spring has yet to shatter the freezing
shutters that keep me trapped in a world
of ash and snow, love and ice.

I have prayed for many months for
some warm breeze to blow,
to thaw these waking thoughts into a steady stream
that might one day ink a landscape of a better
rhyme, perhaps a battle scene,
a ballad of a fallen soul
but tonight I’ll drink alone and wallow
while a single raven perches outside this hollow,
to cry its sorrow across this field of letters and
aging books, their pages curling daily,
too brittle to understand.

Tuesday, 11 November 2014

A poem about love and regret by David Tombale: Where the palm trees stir

Where the palm trees stir is largely about trying to run away from your problems and learning that you carry them with you.

Where the palm trees stir

Some days the words will not be spoken,
some nights the thoughts will not be shared
but I was there and you were there when
the crumbling walls we built went down,
in the earthquake of too many fights and
the stubborn will of a silence kept and kept
still, for I won’t begin to talk, I turn the key
and the lion’s roar of this diesel engine will
only ask for more.

I will hide my tears amongst the gravel stones
of the great outdoors, hide my love and the crimes
I did in a stolen kiss some place far from here where
the palm trees stir, but when the miles have blurred
and I have loved and left every place I’ve found
I fear I will only mourn us more. 

Thursday, 6 November 2014

A poem about writing and contemplation by David Tombale: Falling Away

Contemplating life from through the lens of your pen can give you a fresh perspective and that’s what Falling Away is all about.

Falling Away 

The window yellows with the light
of morning burning through the
heavy shade of streaming clouds
and it cannot kill the clinging ache
of last night’s drink, it cannot
kill the thoughts of winter that keep
me huddled in my heavy coat and
slippers, the sound of my pen moving
over printed lines that blur against
the background of city lights, the
distant roar of passing planes that
have me shaking, falling away from
sleep.

Monday, 3 November 2014

A contemplative poem about the human body by David Tombale: The Body

I experimented with the similarity of the human body to a pile of clothes and The Body is what I ended up with.

The body
We wear our bodies out like clothes,
washed and rewashed, hung out and
blowing in the gusts of days and years
gone by, and some days our bodies
lean against each other like trees that
grow together, limbs tangled up in
rain until only the sky awaits our lover’s
ache, until we wrap ourselves in scents
and leave our bodies in filth and foreign
sheets, hotel rooms and alleyways,
we wipe our tears with satin, clothe
ourselves in dreams and leave our souls
to molder in the bosom of our flesh.

Thursday, 30 October 2014

A poem about love and hope by David Tombale: Resurrecting

Resurrecting is about finding someone to save you.


Resurrecting


I have lost all reason and traded the inky
black of my rain swept skies for the sunny
gold of autumn, hibernating quietly while
she sits silently resting her hands on either
side of him.

The coldness of winter has often lived here,
winked its eye here and felt that the
sinking weight of my falling heart would
look far better frozen but sometimes I
disagree, many times a woman will sidle
up and rub her hands across that ice and
resurrect my beating heart,
fill these eyes with gifts of long black locks
and soft brown arms and someday she’ll kiss
these lips and impart the wisdom of being lost
only to be found.

Monday, 27 October 2014

A contemplative poem about love by David Tombale: Carousel

Carousel is essentially about treasuring the things that matter to you.

Carousel


I like to dream at night of the
fine black color of your hair,
the way you’d write me from
the farthest corners of our balcony,
of the sighing sound you’d make
when my fingers would tease the
ample contours of your hips and
I have sat you down and haven’t
found flaw enough to leave us
broken, to leave us strung out and
forgotten like polaroids and the
silence around that old carousel still
turning in the park, the swings fall
creaking to the ground, another signal
that will not let me down.

Wednesday, 15 October 2014

A poem about love and comfort by David Tombale: At the beside

One of the great things about love is that you can allow yourself to be vulnerable around the person you care for and that’s what this poem is really about.

At the bedside


Stifle my grief, when the noonday
tides of passing cars bring with them
an outpouring of memories and tears,
when the heavy weight of sheets
and linen crowd me in, burying me
beneath the clogging scent of roses
smelling sickly sweet upon my bedside
table, she sits with me,
she waits with me while the tired cries
of the neighbor’s cat keep me up at night,
she soothes my fears.

Monday, 6 October 2014

A poem about love and longing by David Tombale: Across our window

Sometimes there is a certain tone to the way we remember people from our pasts, with a type of longing and that’s what this poem is about.

Across our window


There is a hollow ring to the way she speaks
my name, not like you, not like you did in
the last moments before the light bulb dimmed
and we were only silhouettes entwining,
one form into another against the white glow of
moonlight across our window. 

Friday, 3 October 2014

A poem about love and death by David Tombale: Enough

Death leaves behind all kinds of questions including whether a heart can ever heal after losing someone and that’s what Enough is about.

Enough


Years from now when we come to place
flowers by your window I’ll beg you to
replace it, this stain on your mother’s
heart, she hasn’t slept in months and
your school clothes hang unwanted in her
closet, gray skirts and white shirts and
this odd image of you laughing with your
friends.

The summer winds have blown here,
have barely ruffled this frightful heat but
the winter blues have settled, have set
themselves like a feline by our door,
smoothing it’s night black hair and fixing
it’s gaze upon our tears like sorrow.

There is a coolness outside like a storm is coming,
like the rains might tarry above the city,
might bring a refreshing wind to blow aside these dire days.

Some years from now when we think of you
I wonder if some new love will come along to
replace the one I’ve loved and will that new love
ever be enough?

Monday, 29 September 2014

A poem about solitude and the night by David Tombale: Awake

Awake is about being alone at such a time when every sound and every sight seems to be meant only for you.

Awake


Some nights the shadows drift like
ships around the harbor of my room
and I alone am there to watch them sail,

when the stars flare like fireflies
bobbing in a glass jar of blue-black
skies I alone am there to watch them
flash.

This house is restless with the
sound of mouse paws and the little
clicks of cockroach feet and I alone
am there to hear them.

All night I sit beside her in a wicker chair
and listen to her breathe,
softly like summer winds that brush
across the grass.

I alone am there to watch her sleep as the
daylight begins to steal across the floor,
peeking past the blinds to shine a light upon
her smiling in her dreams and
I alone am awake to welcome Him
into this house.

Wednesday, 24 September 2014

A poem about nature and love by David Tombale: Sunrise

With Sunrise I was trying to capture the mood of young love, you know free from responsibility and just caught up in the moment.

Sunrise


The stars sit across the sky like little
old men cradling the dark stems of
burning pipes and below in the cold
green grass we lie sleeping,
comfortably waiting for sunrise and
in our silence I hear the beating of your heart
and it soothes me.

I wish to hold you like this
until morning comes upon our bodies
lying cheek to cheek breathing in and
out the same warm tides of air.

Monday, 22 September 2014

A poem about family and poverty by David Tombale: Nickels

Nickels is about the despair that can grow out of poverty and the toll that can take on a family.

Nickels


There is no beauty in the way we poor have
lived our lives, selling memories in the form
of baby blankets and strollers, old keepsakes
from our great grandmother’s days when she
was just a girl and the horizon was lit with
fire bright as the future that beckoned but
we can’t live on memories, promises won’t
make us rich, love will warm our lips but the
cool waters of poverty have come to get us,
they have reduced this love to porridge and
old stale bread, they’ve reduced those bright
eyes to dull marbles that glimmer with hunger
and the last shreds of pride so here’s my father’s
watch, my lover’s dress, my brother’s name,
take them all and give me payment in dimes
and quarters, nickels and pounds.

Thursday, 18 September 2014

A poem about a city and a people by David Tombale: Chains

Chains is about a city and about being black.

Chains


Gaborone at night is like Mecca in the daylight,
there are prayers whispered in the quiet confines
of temples and hallelujahs sang beneath the broad
arch of churches that hug corners tightly while
car tires screech and horns blare,
a testament before cigarettes flare,
cupped in shaking hands, in front of torn nails,
these callused hands of a construction worker,
a farmer, a priest,
we are a working people, we many and bold
learning the sadness of our black skin draped in
chains we’ve never claimed.

Tuesday, 16 September 2014

A poem about solitude and contemplation by David Tombale: In my house

In my house is about solitude and the thoughts that can run through your mind when you open yourself up to them.

In my house


Sometimes I sink my nose into the pillows
and smell the fragrance of my cologne,
I spread a blanket beneath the window and
lay my head against the sill and imagine
the glow of moonlight around my fingers
as if I could bathe in it, infuse my thoughts
with silver dreams that I might share with
angels that flock around the winds of heaven.

Some days I sit alone inside my room and just
listen to it breathe and imagine the carpet
is like the lining of my tongue and this whole
house always yearns to speak to me.

Friday, 12 September 2014

A contemplative poem about love by David Tombale: Pearls

Inspired by the Carl Sandburg poem Maybe.

Pearls


Maybe when the sun goes down
she’ll be waiting for my call,
maybe sunshine will be the last line
in a poem meant for two,
maybe her love line will be long enough
for my own to wrap around and hold,
maybe loving her will be my hobby and
my job and I will work forever to keep
those flowers in her hair,
maybe by touching her I might shed the
shadows round my eyes and I’ll be watching
her until the days go by and my promises
are like pearls she wears around her neck.